random rambles

back at it again.

i've deleted all my old posts i'm so sorry.

my previous posts since 2010-2014 were all childish.

no sparks at all!!!

i stopped writing in mid 2014 though.

so, um, i might really want to talk about life.

and feelings i've started to feel.

i don't know with whom, i can really talk about it anyway.

i used to talk about how my days going and stuffs.

and pictures i took during some random events i went.

that's too dull. my life is already dull.

don't wanna make it anymore dull.

"tsunagari"

why do people feel lonely?

....is what i've been thinking. isn't it because we have a connection

with each other?

you won't feel lonely if there's no one around.

you'll feel lonely if you're in the middle of a crowd.

forever on this railway

i'm back here in college again.

a new beginning for me. pray for me.

i suffer bcs i can't face reality. why am i here. why did i ever try to leave my trail in people's hearts? and why do people desperately force their way into one's heart just to leave em in the end?

i went astray as you keep your distance away from me.

but now i've returned on the same old unpaved lane, i'll keep chasing after you, i won't look back, i won't waver because your way is my way. we'll be forever on this lonely rail.

tempest byway

you know that sometimes you just have to let go. i know it's hard. even someone like me knows that. it was never easy to let go of people whom you once desperately tried to carve your name in their hearts.

aren't all of our lives like fireworks?

we first shine together but when the time comes, we go separate ways and disappear.

it will always end like that. people won't always be together until the end. in the end we'll have to go separate paths to chase our own dreams.